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oh man...I just got back from a SMB concert and it was so awesome...I moshed like the whole time almost, I feel so banged and bruised up but it was awesome. Retard-O-Bot and Sump Pumps played as well, Retard-O-Bot rocked but they weren't as good as SMB :-l~ and Rev. John stripped down to tightie whities (except they were black) and he was all sweaty and gross and I gave him a hug and slapped his ass ^_^ so it really awesome and yea...I'm gonna go count my bruises because I'm so bada$$ ;-)

-_- ugh I'm in a crappy mood right now I guess you could say...dunno what to do for halloween or with whom...

[.::Trash::.]
(KoRn)
How did it start?
Well, I dont know.
I just feel the craving.
I see the flesh and it smells fresh.
And it's just there for the taking.
These little girls they make me feel so god d*mn
exhilarated.
I feel them up, I can't give it up.
The pain that I'm just erasing.
I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay.
So what the f**k is with you.

Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away.

I don't know why I'm so f**king cold?
I dont know why it hurts me.
All I wanna do is get with you.
And make the pain go away.
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is f**k with me.
Why do I have this torment?
All I want to do is f**k it away.

I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay.
So what the f**k is with you.

Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away.

I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.

today I'm going down to Rochester for the Minnesota Youth Convention ^_^ Nikia and Nate will be there, so it'll be uber fun. I'll be back saturday around 12:30 or so...

what are you most afraid of?

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[.::U Got It Bad::.]
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you're ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go

I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...

U got it, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got it, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
ooo you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, and my cars
You can have it all
Flowers, cards and candy!
Say i'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to know
That I really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
tell her, I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies say I'm your girl, your my man
promise to love you the best i can
See I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Everyone of y'all are just like me
It's too bad that you can't see
That you got it bad...hey

U got it, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got it, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

U got it, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got it, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it it bad when your out with someone...(song fades)
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^ such a romantic song...*le happy sigh*

[.::I Knew I Loved You::.]
(Savage Garden)

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
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^ I like this one...

squee!!! ^_^

ok so i've got a new boyfriend. his name is alex. he rocks my socks like you wouldn't believe o: and we make an uber good couple and he's nice and funny and cute and hot so i guess that's how it goes...

gosh golly i can't wait to have all of next week off, i'm going to myc again this year, it's a christian youth convention thingit down in rochester and it's uber fun and lovely and i'm having dinner at alex's dad's house thursday so i'm kindof nervous about that =/ but oh well i'm sure it'll be fine.

hit me up dawgs.

[.::The Break of Autumn::.]
(At the Gates)
Catch the rainbow if you can
It will alwawys be ahead of you

Years passing swifter than you ever thought
Today will soon be behind you
And the future remains out of reach

Hunting the sun, setting at the horison
When shadows threat to swallow your weak soul
The key of light, the solution of all
I saw it clearly behind the veil of reality
And as I dreamed the lilies white
In the shade of a birch
They withered in the frost of awakening

Fiery the angels fell from the spires of my fortress of youth
Silent explosions in my universe of pain

Appease my hunger, defeat my solitude
And let me follow where daydreams go
When ambitions fall

Watch the sky, there is proof of your transcience
The stars that saw the birth ofour ancestors
Shall watch our descendants last steps on earth
So, unnoticed we will pass away,
Like a flickering in the perpetual chaos

The timebird rose from it's nest of bones
And thrust it's beak in my eye
With the beat of charging wings
My transcience was confirmed

Time perhaps for a salutary sleep
I still long for that silent land of dreams
Where the flames expire, where the spark fades
And hunger is born again
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